Seek Jesus in prayer. Cry out to Him, he will hear you, and answer you if you mean it! Ask Christ Jesus to save you and forgive you of your sins, and wash you whiter than snow, however you must not return back to your sins. In prayer to Christ Jesus, you must repent of your ways, and decide to put Christ first. Christ will give you peace, a deep peace, and instantly the depression and the darkness will simply disappear.
Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect, but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has...
And when the thousand years are ended, Satan will be released from his prison and will come out to deceive the nations that are...
So Jacob called the name of the place Peniel, saying, “For I have seen God face to face, and yet my life has been...